I’m looking pass the actually day and more into the task. Work at the job is Automatic, with a splash of rah rah from people that think your loyal to the job. When in fact your just anchored to it just to pay bills. My personal goal. This Monday right here leads me to uncharted planned lands. The risk is risk but it’s my risk. You have to start somewhere even when you wonder if things are stable under you. Oh! what a RUSH!!!